my attitude lately

My attitude lately hasn’t been great. I think I’m a little stressed out and it’s negatively impacting my mood and relations with my coworkers and family. All I see is doom and gloom pretty much everywhere I look. The littlest waves in my pool set me off. This isn’t good. I can’t keep going like this. Our vacation to Hawaii can’t get here soon enough, even though the vacation itself is causing me a good deal of stress because I just want everything to be perfect with regard to my photography while we’re there, yet I know already that I’m going to hate all of the images that I capture because I’m too critical of myself. It probably also doesn’t help that I’m not going to have a free weekend until the end of March. I wish that I didn’t give up drinking….I could seriously go for a nice hoppy and bitter IPA.